caged by questions..

why am i, the way i am?
why is my life blocked in a jam?

who has made my life's plan?
why was i put in this clan?

why fears surround me,even when i can?
will i find my purpose in this life span?

why am i wandering & what for?
why ain't my mind silent anymore?

where did my sweet smiles,get clogged?
where did my free flying soul get locked?

why ain't time changing though clock keeps ticking?
why aren't my efforts reaping any pickings?

why am i unable to keep me motivated?
why ain't i improving,instead doing all that is hated?

when will i be the way i want to be?
what is that,which is lacking in me?

hey,i listen some noise..
it's a voice within me..
it says "girl,i am you &
all u need to do is believe in me..
don't sit idle,keep working baby..
fight with your fears..
self-love will set you free.."

~~a poem written by me~~

i am tired..

i am tired of hoping
that it will be my day someday..
let me rest for a while
and start anew..

i am tired of working
to make my dreams happen..
let me rest for a while
and start anew..

i am tired of praying
for all imperfections of life..
let me rest for a while
and start anew..

i am tired of thinking
about my past & future..
let me rest for a while
and start anew..

i am tired of waiting
and watching life go by..
let me rest for a while
and start anew..

let me rest..
let me quest..
let me begin with new zest..
'hope' is something life has no meaning without..
i'll strike back,i am down but not out!!

~~a poem written by me~~

lemme cry my love..

years not of choice.

years not of dreams.
years of helplessness.
years full of screams.
let me get over this all.
let me lessen my heart.
let my tears of sadness flow.
lemme cry..my love


i wasn't born a fairy,
but that's what,i found out myself to be.
i was a born dreamer,
but there was missing,a doer in me.
let me flutter my wings.
let me do my dreams.
let my tears of hope flow.
lemme cry..my love


they never left me alone,
still the lonliness surrounded me.
they left me wandering clueless,
my friend, you grounded me.
let me share my love.
let me look for a purpose.
let my tears of ecstasy flow.
lemme cry..my love


there's a wish in my heart.
there's a dream in my eyes.
there's a distance,i want to cover.
there's a place,i want to reach.
let me talk to my GOD.
let me tell HIM what i want.
let my tears of pray flow.
lemme cry..my love


you say 'my tears are precious'
so now,i won't let them go waste.
you say 'my tears are pearls'
so now,i won't open my fist in haste.
let me rest on your shoulder.
let me abandon my worries and fears.
let my tears of strength flow.
lemme cry..my love

~~a poem written by me~~

thinking about life..

my rights are your wrongs..
my wrongs are your rights..
nothing is right..
nothing is wrong..
is that the truth of life?

my gains are your losses..
my losses are your gains..
nothing is found.
. nothing is lost..
is that the truth of life?

my happiness is your sadness..
my sadness is your happiness..
nothing is sadness..
nothing is happiness..
is that the truth of life?

my dreams are your reality..
my reality is your dream..
nothing is dream..
nothing is real..
is that the truth of life?

my ups are your lows..
my lows are your ups..
nothing is up..
nothing is low..
is that the truth of life?

right or wrong,
gain or loss,
happy or sad,
dream or reality,
ups or lows,
nobody knows..
what the next moment holds.
there are things in your control..
there are things that are not.
but still,give each day..
your best shot.
you do what you can..
and leave the rest to GOD.
this is how, i guess..
life's truth unfolds.

~~a poem written by me~~

Back to where i B(e)LO(n)G!

i'm back after a long gap of melancholy..

i've realized this is where i belong..
i belong to the written word..
this place gives me solace from erratic life..
i am the creation n creator here..
so lemme welcome myself with open wings..
lemme fly once again!

i'm here for 'forever'..
n i'm here to stay..
i know writing what i feel..
will take my melancholy away!!

P.S: hey ppl! RiverSoul wrote this to me when i was away..

Some one is being missed
Sorely.
Some one is being silent
Loudly.
Someone is in need of answers
Surely.
Someone is asking you to wake up,
Lovely!
Won't you wake your inner-self up,
For me?

I've waited 5 weeks
Long time
I'm searching for the rays of your,
Sunshine
Your works inspire me coz they're
So Fine,
Won't you wake your self up,
In rhyme?

what can i say..soooooo nice of u RiverSoul..a gr8 welcome gift that i'll cherish forever n i simply loved it..Sincere thanks!

i realized..

when GOD answers your prayers..
don't doubt on those answers..
don't doubt on your GOD..

ummm..donno what is love?

waking up with your thought

giving smiles to the mirror
building new dream castles
feeling like flying high
ummm..donno what is love?
whatever it is..i'm loving it.

i was a caterpillar
you turned me into a butterfly
told me i had wings
beautiful wings , to fly
ummm..donno what is love?
whatever it is..i'm loving it.

little dreams that i see
tiny wishes of mine
several answers that i seek
all those prayers of mine
everything seems possible
when you are by my side
ummm..donno what is love?
whatever it is..i'm loving it.

the minutes seem longer
something wrong with the clock?
got so much to tell you
why this time doesn't fly
as i wait for the night
ummm..donno what is love?
whatever it is..i'm loving it.

but fears crop up inside
as i go to sleep
all this seems like a dream
what would happen when i wake up?
will you be still with me?
what will be the future?
can we write our destiny?

your voice then i hear
saying "don't worry baby , everything would be fine"
keep holding the hope rope
and one day we will win
why for unpredictable future
should the present moment we ruin

with one more reason to smile
i continue with my dream
to wake up next morning
with your thought still with me
ummm..donno what is love?
whatever it is..i'm loving it.

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~~a poem written by me~~